It must be difficult

for you

to see me as I am

to know me as I am

NOW

To know that you did not know

what I will be

to you

to me

in the years to come.

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I see it too

the difficulty of being what I am as I am now

the difficulty of being what I am now to  you

but the difficulty ,then is really upon me

after all its all about me

and honestly I never knew this me.