I am pushed and pulled
and then thrown around
back and forth
back and forth
till I am dying in my living body.
I am pinched of the last iota of strength
draining,bleeding of whatever spirit that holds me together.
Then I am angry shouting,shouting
screaming silent in my dreams.
Burning then within is a soul
boiling inside are feelings of disgust, of anger.
Too busy to look around
I only look inward
as the volcano bursts forth
a lava of vengeance.
And I fold my palms to gather it in love
to build something positive of anger, of hatred
and then this came! A verse, coz, I have heard him say
in words most eloquent
in ways only he could speak
“In the midst of hate, I found there was within me, an invincible love
In the midst of tears, I found there was within me, an invincible smile
In the midst of chaos, I found there was within me, an invincible calm
I realized through it all that..
In the midst of winter, I found there was,within me, an invincible dream
And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger, something better, pushing right back- Truly Yours, Albert Camus, The Stranger”