A heavy rock of sadness sits
placing herself comfortably
in the myth of happy existence
peeping from behind the scene
tearing in through the pores
breaking sometimes into a stream
running its course to its end
searching perhaps a different end.
Asking, seeking on its outward bound
a mask of happy rainbow paper wall
separates the rock from the reality.
Yet it tears and yearns
and reaches forward to
what is not and will never be.