a thought
a thought worm
stuck somewhere
eating into the mind
defining self
forming frames to look through
he, she, them,theirs, mine
dark,shadowy forms
growing in power
as she grew
nah, this is not for me
no, this is not ever mine
hmm, I live with this
but, this is my fate
really, no one will accept me
true it is that love never crosses my path
the thoughts
fed,over fed
nourished by doubts
reinforced by experiences
cultivated by perceptions
became a reality
until
the bright sun broke in
fresh breeze walked by
skies laughed
birds chirped
a new reality set in
that be the beginning
a new lease of living