A small world

My world is incredibly small and I find myself reaching out to the same set of people again and again.

The entry to this small world is difficult so is the exit.

So today after much inquiry I trace out a junior, a chirpy friend who never missed to greet me a single day and of whom my classmates often teased me with.

But there it was in my afternoon siesta, Deepthi, it said, go get her and I ask my classmates and they lead me to her.

I am amazed and rather bewildered at this need of mine to reach out to the self same people.

Well, friends I have many kind souls who help and care and show their concern often.

But when it comes to reaching out to I always reach out to the same people.

It must irritate them.

Sometimes it does irritate me too.

But there it is, a fact of my living.

It’s a small world.

I make it smaller.

Perhaps for comfort.

Perhaps out of fear.

Perhaps out of sheer lethargy.

Brave be those who manage to break the wall and be a part of this world.

A small world.

Babysitting

what baby?

say na babyyyyy

ok. I am like this

I talk like this only

I have many girlfriends

I have so many friends

what I can’t keep myself like this fit no

so I have to take care

you know why right?

wink! wink!

I am a great cook

baby what baby

I have many gunda friends

so many of them

what positions do you like?

ok baby

no problem

I like this ok

baby you know what

she cooks for me

sad, I don’t like her

like that I mean

she prays for me

she’s ok but

you know not like that

she you know what

sends me her pics

those kinds, you know right

but yeah

I am lazy ok

very lazy

why don’t you

write down my thoughts

the business plan

why don’t you

pray for me?

why don’t you share your pics?

those kinds

ok tell me your vitals

better to get to know right

you know what I mean

ok baby I am but smoking

a bit of marijuana

it is healthy you know that no

ha! so never smoked

sad

you never went to pubs

what baby

you lived in a jungle or what

what life you have

no dresses

oh god

wtf

can’t believe

such people exist

any ways I can teach you

so much

really baby

so much

ok chill ok

just chill

so many people like me

I am the life of parties

people wait for me

ok

you will also like me

I know that for sure

I am too good ok

too good

mind you

mom, she’s stupid, old school

sister, oh she’s so dumb!!!!

but you are different ok!

PS: just saying