‘There’s more love in me,’ said Nimmy. ‘Adopt kar loon, ek bachi ko. Acha lagega. Yeh to badi ho rahi hai. Dekho, she doesn’t need me. Then what do I do?’
‘Did you ever tell her?’
‘She!!! Goodness, she was so upset. She asked me to do anything but bring another child to the house. She is ok alone it seems. ‘
‘When I wanted a sibling, you ignored my request. Now I am good
alone, ‘ added a voice from inside.
Nimmy looked at me as if asking for help.
‘I am discussing a friend, bacha,’ I said, trying to soothe Asmi’s anger.
So we were stuck. I wanted to help my friend.
‘But’ ,said Nimmy, ‘I am not sure, do I want this really?
What am I looking for?’
‘Love’ ,said I ‘but first learn to love yourself, Nims’, I added borrowing her wisdom.
‘So, you are using my lines against me no, sly creature’, she hit me playfully.
‘I am thinking of doing something, but this corona, this pay cut, has cut my wings.’
‘Hmm, it is tough, it is perhaps going to be tougher, ‘I added not keen on false assurances.
Take care of yourself.
After all, didn’t they say, this too shall pass.
We smiled catching each other’s eyes and nodding….
Ps: so much love, so much miserliness and loneliness!