I could do less of being alone. Yes, right now, that is what I could do very less of, that means on the other hand that I could do more with going out. Stepping out of the house, making small talk, making new friends, travelling maybe and well, not getting over anxious about being alone.
But of course, my mind quickly changes its internal dialogue and shows me things to do, songs to listen to, films to watch, places to dream about going to, ah! that is the catch, just need to go out, just hit the road!!!!